My Opinion...♥

Frankly, I get the feeling that my view and take of the world and my life is illegal to most Christians.

I believe that God gave us free will to see how different we all can be. To see how far we could go on our own. The bible, in my honest opinion, is only a suggestion, or a test to see who would live by the words that someone wrote or live their lives the way they wanted, of course with sensible judgment and common sense. I live my life freely and have become my own person. Never have i lived by the words of the book because my life, frankly, contradicted everything that it was. What most people who live by those printed words don't understand is that everyone is not in the same situation. Not everyone can live exactly the way the book supposedly wants us all to live. It just isn't that easy.


But do you realize that if we all lived by those words that we all would be exactly the same? that we would have no individuality other than how we look? do you realize that the term "opposites attract" would be so far out the window? we would all be the same. one mind, one soul. i frankly don't understand how that would benefit any of us. we are all different for a reason. all on different paths because if we weren't the world would have never made it to this advanced stage to begin with. and if God wanted to control us free will wouldn't even be an option to begin with. we are given this one special chance to prove that we can do the best with what we are given. be individually superb.


And another thing, I'm sure God didn't tell these "christian" people to go around and tell people that are completely happy, and if not happy then at least accepting, with their lives that they are wrong! excuse me, but that is rude and quiet disrespectful. how dare one human being tell another human being that their life is simply not right without any background information. I believe it says "thou who is without sin cast the first stone" you idiots! I have been prejudged so many times for the things i wear, how i talk, laughing, my musical preferences and etc. by those who do not know me in the least bit. nobody knows my struggle. but yet they say they are just doing what God told them. i beg of you, spare me the bull feces! I respect the struggle of others, therefore i do not judge, which is what everyone should do but hey, free will and a right to ones own opinion.


I shall NOT let another lead and live my life for me or i will not only be disappointing God but failing myself. defeating my own purpose of being here on Earth. I believe in my heart of hearts I am a good person. I believe i make sensible and good decisions. I love God and I do believe that there is a God and the day i die I will face him and finally get the chance to explain to him my actions, like he doesn't already know, and he will forgive me for my sins, if they are even that. I believe in myself as an individual and believe my true purpose is to be the best ME I can be. and as long and i live up to my own expectations I will never fail myself, therefor I will never disappoint Him. My free will is just that and i will use it to the fullest extent. I will use my knowledge, experience, sensible judgement and common sense. And most importantly I will never regret and apologize for the things I do for if I use these things right then every decision is justified.

To Each Its Own